It is said that prayer is talking to God, and meditation is listening for his answers.
Prayer and meditation is one way of establishing a personal relationship with God.
Find the time to devote some quiet, undivided attention to this effort and the results will be astounding.
Some ideas could be praying for God's guidance to make you a light unto others, or ask for his will to be done, or for guidance.
If you search you will find answers. Continue your journey, seeking the light and you will truly find fulfillment.